okay so i informed you all that i was facing a decision on what to do with the pregnancy, after an agonising three or so weeks me and baby daddy decided that we had to make a choice, he made his, i made mine,each giving reasons for the choice we made. mine prevailed i think because i had more valid reasons to mine. point is am not pregnant anymore, no i do not want to be judged, and i do not need my decision to be validated. am having a hard time as it is coping with my decision. baby daddy has been so supportive looking at things from my point of view and going through the whole process with me. i couldnt ask more from him considering how much he wanted this baby.
it was an accident, i know many people dont belive this but we used protection and i took the morning after pill but yeah shit happens. do i have a different perspective of life????? yes and no. i had to do what i did because of others, probably not making sense but, in my life there people more important than myself and what i want, this people i live for, work so hard for and would die for. they are five in total and their opinion is the only one that counts for me. am i sad???? well yes but am also relived, should i have known better???/ i did do everything by the book but it still happened.
how do i move from this point to the next?????? am still trying to look myself in the mirror. am pro life but am also pro choice, some say the two do not mix, u would have to be in my position to know how they do. i do want to thank those who encouraged me without judgement,letting me make my own decision without making me feel pressured. i wouldnt do anything differently than i have done.
cheers.
